![]() | finally,stress was lowered down abit.the graduation ceromony had ended and i am starting to relived abit.much more able to breathe at last.the graduation ceromoney was a total stress for the mcees or rather me.i have to guide people along and make myself as stable as i can on the day itself.a big mistake was made by the staff in charge and in the end,i was the one to blame.finally,i broke down and cry.really i did cry after the 1st part of the event ended.it was too much of stress as the order was wrong,names were wrong and i am not feeling well. sam,huiting,christ and others were shocked that i cry.i am human too ok.ever since i step into dover,my emotions were shown more.i don't try to hid my emotions away.wanted to thanks everbody who helped and supported me throughout the whole ceromony. 1 more thing that shocked the freak out of me before the ceromony,what mustakim had told me...i have to make a deep thinking before i took the wrong step again...1 time was enough.but anywhere mustakim,if you happen to see this.thanks alot for your high hope of me.really thank you! i think i will more busy from starting of next week because i have to start my year2 project. ciaox.... |