 | using the time of having CMN break to post.my laptop,again and again the internet access is down,don't know the reason also.maybe due to the laptop memory was lag?or is the service provider side?was busy this few days doing revision as exams are coming near(left 2 weeks!!)and the planning of ec0504f's class chalet.had to work harder during the holidays as the amount of what i am spending is really high.feelings and attitude this few days was really bad and confused,due to someone.the one i really love in my 17 years of life.was that really true love?maybe is just an illusion of was love is like.the days with him is really fun and i hope this really goes on forever,people had been telling him that he is always there waiting for my answer,or rather tell him what i really felt about him.but i choose to run away from the reality,because i really can't accept the fact that he is really there.is he the right 1?i only continue to wait and wait for him to take the first step.maybe,we can only be friends till the end.characters were the only thing that matters. LIFE WAS'NT THAT BAD AFTER ALL.SINCE I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU AND FOUND THAT YOU WERE ALWAYS THE FOR ME WHENEVER,WHATEVER HAPPENS. |
| Things were'nt always the same as it supposed to be.Blog posting will not be that frequent as time was really packed with school tutorials,revisions for exams,working and projects.Even having a proper meal seems to become a main problem for me.i might post to report what happen within a few days or maybe few weeks.thinking that this blogpage might be frozen. Celebrated lantern festival with darryl,peiling and ellen at town.suppose to go marina but end up having dinner together and left with peiling to my secret place for lay hoon.PROJECTS AND PROJECTS.some people don't really get the message,when i say pass me on monday to do the edit.they simply drag and drag,till now.i was really thinking,was that really team spirit and responsible? Next,our dear mr darryl was sick during CMN test and MC on tuesday due to gastric pain,what i concluded was due to too much alcohol he was drinking for the pass few weeks when he go clubbing.our precious liver can only digest 10ml of alcohol per hour,why make ourself suffer.i know it was happy hour,but there should still be limits. Last,people might not be able to contact or find me due to my phone bills and phone problems,i will be turning off my phone after 10 due to the 'explosion' of my this month bill and the amount of work i am dealing with(need to concentrate).so people who are trying to contact me,just leave me a message on my phone.off to my projects. |
| Don't seems to have the mood to post anything for the last few days or even weeks.Just want to briefly talk about what happens last few days.Continuously was scolded by some people due to the morning call thingy for both monday and tuesday.Went for work at sportslink on wednesday after school(to try if it's better than working at subway),quite good actually,slack the whole day.Thursday,nothing much happens.Friday,went to suntann at west coast park and meet darryl in town after that,for some shopping.Work at Sportlink also during the weekends.Have a few words to say to someone but i don't think he/she would be able to read this because he/she did'nt even remember my blog address. >using you favourite colour to post this.i don't really know what you are thinking actually,your mind is always trying to change some things,or rather,you are trying to escape from the reality.Continuous shopping and clubbing almost everyday is not the way to escape.Though i know that i can't stop you since it's your choice.Friends around you really cares.No matter what happens,you still got peiling,yong hao,wei jie and me!Everytime seeing you going home late,calling to say that you are going to clubbing and drink alot.This hurts us alot.We are worried about,do you know that?really,things may not be that easily to forget,but you have to try.Alcohol and spending money hilaliously does'nt helps,instead you will be even more dependant on it... that's much i wanted to say,others had been worte on the letter i gave you much earlier at clementi. |
| Wake up as per normal for school,the first lesson is CMN,which we were suppose to present our projects in power point.I was late,but was'nt the only one.Almost half of the class had not arrived even until 830am.Being the second group to present,our group leader and the presenters had'nt arrived,or rather did'nt attend the lesson at all.Ending up,the ones was'nt suppose to presenting presented the slides.Had a long time that i had'nt present anything in class,tongue was tied and the speed of reading was like rushing for certian things.What a lousy 'presenter' i was.After the whole thing,we was given 90 marks which i did'nt expected at all.Maybe it's due to there were only 2 groups finished the projects.After lunch and a lesson of DPA,went to the discussion room to finish up all the holidays tutorials on DPA.Was'nt keen to do CMN tutorials yet.Examinations are near and certain people still can skip lessons.Times were'nt the same in dover than in zss.everything were rushing like hell,even the practicals. Time run up really fast.We had to be 'multi-tasked' to finish all the things that should be done...ciaox |
| went to meet the people for CMN project at clementi mac.suppose to meet at 830am,but ended up start at 10plus.it's all because some people were late.i simply hate this.we had all agree to meet at that time,why can't some people have an early rest the day before instead of going to clubbing,play until the dawn?i admitted i was late also but some people were just not self-motivated at all.late for about 1 hour plus?or even reach after we finish the whole thing?where the hell is the team spirit?messaging people to give you morning call on certain time but after you call them,they either hang up or don't wake up.what is the attitude?even after you answer,please at least say a thank you or sorry than please don't call anymore,getting fustrated.what the hack. temper is getting worst each day.due to work and studies and some other things.sorry to the people that i had throw my temper at you.really can't control my temper...sorry people.. |
| today is teacher's day.slept until 3 plus.slack at home for the whole day,i was either talking on phone or watching the televison.watched superstars today and it was so exciting.finally,after the tough 5 months.kelvin finaly won,it was extremly tough for him.a great strive.although he was blind and was nervous at times during the finals, he was determined enough to strive through this 5 months.letting alot of the outsiders know that he himself also can survive through the competition and win althought he was handicapped.as there is a chinese saying:ren ge you zhi.chan er bu fei.this really encouage alot of the people that had failed in some things to strive and to have determinations. kelvin jia you!! |
| today is the best of the days.today is the day for our greatest teachers.well,all of you had known,it's teacher's day!i had pone school today in order to go back to both secondary and primary school with my ex-schoolmates and ex-classmates.or rather,alot of people had decided to pone lesson and go back to visit his or her secondary and primary school.so,i am not the only bad student.met cheryl,mei yan,jesline and jasmine in zhenghua at around 940.supposingly to meet at 915,but i overslept.tried to go in of the school compound but failed,even with the alumni card.decided to call desmond for help which later he told me that madam howe is coming down.when all things had settled down,we went up to the hall and watch the concert and it's definitly much more better than dover's.cool!talk to some teachers who taught me before,while talking to ms ng...there was this flying cream and..piang!it drop on my shoulder.what the hack is this!this is what i am thinking at that moment.went to the toilet and clean up and talk to ms leow.while talking to her,memories came back.really must thanks ms leow for putting so much paitient in teaching me maths.THANK YOU VERY MUCH MS LEOW!FOR YOUR CARE AND PAITIENT THROUGH THE 4 YEARS WHEN I AM IN ZHENGHUA...THANK YOU!!talk to alot of the juniors as well,just hope that they would do much more better than us in the major examinations. after that,met swee ching a.k.a lyn back to kranji primary school.things had really change alot in there,through the 5 years since we had graduated.the teachers there hardly recognise us as we had changed alot.hmm...really?or just they had plain forgetful?haha... met peiling and went to east coast park to watch sunset.took quite a handful of pictures of the sunset and the 2 of us,acting cute.what a pair of horrible people right?but we still have our playful times.met darryl also,at bugis to have dinner and do some shopping.erm.he is the want shopping,we only give comments.went home after dinner and had a headful of scoldings from my mum.don't know what she scold for about what i had did.some house key things?turn a deaf ear towards it,i knew it was rude but i just want to give my ears peace.SAVE FROM NAGGINGS!!!calling darryl to talk...ciaox |
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