 | these few days might be the most happiest day of the month.found someine that really cares for me whenever i am down.i did'nt even realise that the person has been by my side for more than 6 months after the student council investiture last year.thanks alot mustakim...really. was very tired during school hours even i sleep quite early(12am).work and study,was really tired.but no matter what,still have to strive on as i am supporting myself. mei bao birthday coming,so... as usual... HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MEI BAO!!! BLEAH~ |
| finally,stress was lowered down abit.the graduation ceromony had ended and i am starting to relived abit.much more able to breathe at last.the graduation ceromoney was a total stress for the mcees or rather me.i have to guide people along and make myself as stable as i can on the day itself.a big mistake was made by the staff in charge and in the end,i was the one to blame.finally,i broke down and cry.really i did cry after the 1st part of the event ended.it was too much of stress as the order was wrong,names were wrong and i am not feeling well. sam,huiting,christ and others were shocked that i cry.i am human too ok.ever since i step into dover,my emotions were shown more.i don't try to hid my emotions away.wanted to thanks everbody who helped and supported me throughout the whole ceromony. 1 more thing that shocked the freak out of me before the ceromony,what mustakim had told me...i have to make a deep thinking before i took the wrong step again...1 time was enough.but anywhere mustakim,if you happen to see this.thanks alot for your high hope of me.really thank you! i think i will more busy from starting of next week because i have to start my year2 project. ciaox.... |
| this is really tiring for this week.filled with meeting,rehersals,event and work.next week would'nt better anyway.it was as simple to let people listen what you say during meeting.some of the year1 was'nt serious,year2 don't set good examples by going meetings on time.or rather did'nt go at all.it's really shameful,why the year ones can do it but year twos can't.where the hell is all the discipline?i thought the year2 should be better? mei bao's friend xian yao drove us to ghim moh hawker centre and have lunch just now.knowing that i hate drivers that jerk the cars while driving.he did it all the way.so i got him a prsent for him,a fearful one.a nice big pinch on his arms.had fried carrot cake with xian yao.jokes started,i ordered $3 share for him instead of $2.he almost fainted when the food arrived.that was my blurness...then his malay friend started this joke about the grass jelly drink while we were drinking it.(don't try this at home!!)try laughing when you are drinking it and the grass jelly will come out from your nose instead to the stomach.he said it as he act out the whle thing...so carppy...tiring... |
| okok,it seems like i am getting more and more lazy to post my blog.even if i start posting,i will post a few day's event together.simply lazy to type everyday.let's see what i had done... friday,190506 watched da vinci code willy after my work at janzten.supposely to watch the 10plus timeslot,but that whale...he went to buy the 11pm slot,my gosh!that means i have to take midnight cab home lo.the movie was totally great,the storyline was'nt change at all.the effect.that was a wow!making this movie let me have a better understanding of the story as most of you know,my english is really very bad. saturday,200506 went to k box with lawrance and wei jie(supposly with vincent,alwin and mr gerard also,but don't where the hell are they) at clementi,but before that we have our lunch at the hawker centre.we found a sit at near the western food area and order our food,as for our drinks we decided to have sugar cane.now here comes our problem,as there is two sugar cane stall near each other(1 with selling coffee,1 selling fruit juice)we decided to order from the one selling fruit juice as it is much more nicer.then,this auntie from the coffee stall comes and ask if me need any drinks.so weijie say that we already other from the other stall.she tell us"the table you are sitting is under our stall,not the others"."you have to call our drinks in order to eat at this table".so wei jie order as there is alot of people.what the hell is this,hawker centre lei1got this kind of "this table is my,if you want order other stall's food.sit another table"so wei jie purposely drop some ash from his cigaratte into the unwanted sugar cane,leaving it untouched.before we left,he even say loudly "the drinks at there(coffee stall) is unclean,must go see doctor after their drink!" after k box,went to meet lay hoon and ymm at jurong(IMM) to buy my shoes from fila.when on our way back from IMM in shuttle bus to clementi.lay hoon want to sit with me as we wanted to talk.therefore,we planned by squeezing ymm out of the way.he tried to grab her and accidentally,his goat feet(yang jiao) poke lay hoon and my rib.gosh!it was damn painful lo.when to takashimaya to find darryl's birthday present as well as to see if he got 'chi she' ma.on the way there on 106 from clementi,as there is alot of people.i sat with lay hoon and ymm sat with an indian guy(hei ren ya gao,bala's friend was what he say). that is his retribution for poking into our rib!!wahahaha!!!! went to pepper lunch for dinner,yummy!!!as we are having our dinner,lay hoon feed goat(ymm)as we eat.lol...went home after abit of shooping at takashimaya.simply tired to shop other place. today 210506, going to lay hoon house later to make darryl's birthday card,to take my stuff also(left with her last night)and then,work... some people is really trying to make my blood boil by saying people under my in-charge is snatching people.it's not going to work.i am not trying to make you do anything nor i am biased.don't try to make me assume that you are right when you don't even show me a fucking evidence.i would'nt side anybody if there is no evidence.therefore better show me the fucking evidence before you ruin the name of my CCA!i know what kind of person he is like,its simply innocent. |
| i really don't know what to blog today.hmmm,hui ting birthday today,so hereby i wish her a very happy 20th birthday! well,i guess i have to blog about yesterday's happening.went to student council meeting as mustakim presude me to.i don't want to see classmate in difficult position.at first i thought it was purely just a meeting about the student council camp at batra during the holidays.but it ended up a scolding session if all the F word used by the president(harishpal).i am not afriad of anything,that is what he is trying to show everybody.whereby his duty was'nt even done effectively.fcuking up every year2 student councilors whereby its not even their fault.contacts were not taken properly by him and his beloved executive committie members.it was totally all not his effectiveness.duty (flag raising)were not done,and you are trying to push all the blame to others?what makes you think that the members should be the ones raising the flags instead of your ineffectiveness team?you would'nt be a good leader if you keeping fcuking your members around.you have to find out the problem,and i can truely tell you that.your problem is you did'nt made enough contact with your fellows ex-co and your fellow members. i will let you see that we can lead LRC better than you.having a stronger bond by communicating and not fcuking people around! team spirit is important in evey CCA,if you want to have a good leader,be a effective member youself.if you think you have good leadership,show it with your potential and not by fcuking people around. |
| haven got the time blog for this few days.i was getting busy start year2 in ITE dover started for the last two weeks.projects,appointments and camps coming up with me involved.work was'nt that busy as i don't really have to trouble alot,angel and cathrine just do everything and leave the closing to me.did'nt get much sleep as i work straight after school,reached home after work,i revise and plan what am i suppose to do at the next day.everyday repeat the same old routine,was simply too tiring. next friday is the graduating ceromony for last year senior.i gonna do a better job than last year as last year's ceromony was abit ruined due to sore throat.lucky i still got my two best mcee pals(deeb and sam)helping outing along.i gonna practice on the scripts hard at home and do all my best for the next friday. darryl's birthday is coming on next monday.i did'nt even have the time to buy present for him,got to find 1 at takshimaya for him this weekend. by the way,other than darryl going on to 19 years old next monday,alwin's birthday(20years old) and joyce(19years old) also on the same day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS... CIAOX...TIRING DAY... |
| HAPPY VESAK DAY TO EVERYONE!!! firstly,i wishes all the best to darryl's sister's wedding last night.i guess it was a good success. secondly,i am thinking of quiting my job in truimph and transfer to work in janzten's receptionist.because after all the calculations of the pay,janzten will be more higher.of course,alternatively,the environment is also better.at least i would'nt have to stand all day long.maybe it would be much more better.father say that it would be much better if i try working both and see if i would really want to transfer and work fully in jantzen.firneds around me should that i always change job as i want.but this time is different,because it have to adapt to the changes in my study environment.other that the pay is high and i don't have to stand under long hours.the main thing is that the place is fixed as it is nearer to my house and study area,it also can adapt according to my school timetable.the other factor is that i would'nt have to stand under long hours and travel until nowhere,seeing different people. should i continue working under both environment like i do now.or change to a envirnment that benifits me much more to me and my school?please give me a advice through my tag board... thirdly,the school times now would'nt be much the same as last year.year2 is obviously much more busy and schedule is much more tighter as i decided to work everyday after school to earn more to cope with my own financial problem.i also hang out with my class people like jia li,lionel,edmund and revathi more often as compared to my year1 classmates.kind of miss them already.i miss the times that we joke,have fun and the strong bonds that we had during games and study.it was simply better than my secondary school and primary school times as i enjoy more and learn to give and take.really thanks alot you guys being by my side whenever i am down and cheer me up....i really miss the jokes that law cracked,the games rule that alwin and vincent talk about,the stubbornness,fun and super pool skill that wei jie and darryl had,the songs that yong hao sang with his vocal and yan's IT information... as for now,maybe that we guys did'nt really sit down and talk and have lunch as our timetable was'nt in a good coordination.but i will always remember you guys and the thinks that you guys did for me.the class now really don't have what we had last year,i wonder if i could really be a part of the quiet ones. |
| it since been a long long time that i had post a blog.school had start for 2 weeks now and getting along well with my new classmates are easy.had taken up another part time job at the hair salon at jentzen as a receptionist for 2 days.the job was'nt as difficult as i think. the modules of wireless techonology was'nt that easy as i think.it deals with alot of programming and maths.time was'nt easy for me as i was'nt graduate from nitec,so i don't really have the basic in programming.which means,i have to read up more books on it and pay lots of attention in class.getting up for lesson early in the morning was'nt that easy as i had gone class with late of an hour or more for the past 1 year.it's time for me to 'turn over a new leaf'. talk to a few of my classmate during lunch hour today at the coffee shop,topics about cars and going to malaysia on the weekends popped out.realised that one of the guys,lionel was staying quite near to me and most importantly,he drives!this means that i can save up on my concession while coming to school on his car.i don't have to wait until wei jie or axel to pass for their driving test.i jump have to call lionel and hop on his car,way i go to lesson! tired after lessons till late,it seems that i could'nt focus very well in lesson with edmund around...because we will just laugh our heads off whenever he start his crapness.... |
| half an hour more is a very special day that comes in every 100years. half an hour more its 4th of may 2006. which means in numerical order will be 04/05/06 an hour past it will be 1am 2mins past 1am will be 01:02am 3secs past 01:02am will make it 01:02:03 in the 24hour format. arrange it in the format of time and date. it will be 01:02:03am with the date of 04/05/06 look at it closely... it the arrangement of numeric in order of 1,2,3,4,5,6 make a wish...and may it come true... |
| went to school early in the morning at 7am,lesson start at 8.it's been very long since i last wake up so early,not even my year 1 class start at 8am,i simply reach at 10 to take attendance and go for afternoon class.we just simply take advantage of it,when i mention 'we' means my class got alot people who did that also.so...i am just a minor part or the majority. search around the school for room24-14,it was then i realise there was'nt room 14 in the 4th floor.my gosh!i am simply an idoit even i was in the school for a year.i am too dependant on my class's guys.found my class and sat with jia li and her friend,deva.that was when edmund came in.the guy,made me laugh like an stupid with his funny jokes.forgot to mention 1 important thing,i saw a black thing(person actually,some will understand what mam i talking about) float pass me 2 times 1st thing i step into the school.my gosh.... cca fair today,result was not that bad as we had 10 recuits.went for this project talk about our year2 project.have to buy alot of expensive parts for our modelling car with senors.met up andy with lay hoon,hui ting and mei bao at imm because lay hoon need to buy a new pair of shoes.this is because she slip and fall with her nike shoe today.the friction is'nt good enough with wet weather,so she bought a pair of sneakers from fila's.went to the library and borrow a book on wireless technology.i got to read it up to improve my understanding of my course. so tired today..ciaox.. |
| met lay hoon early at 810 to go school.reach around 10plus.went to check out my year2 class advisor as she went to hall for the EC department talk.found out that yan and zulhelmi was in the same class with me,jia li from other class also. let mr timonthy spot while having talk in canteen with law and gang.i just knew something would happen whenever he start waving to me.everytime its the same...there was a task for me,being a mcee for the graduation day for the 2005 batch.i was some kind of force to agree because he somehow mention about the student councilor duty part,which i don't really like to do.drag sam in along as last year was 3 person instead of 2.this year will be rayner,sam and me.i gonna miss at least two days of lesson for the first half semester again. gonna study hard to get at least a GPA of 3.8 in order to get to ECE in ngee ann polytechnic...i gonna do it!!! |
| when to look for my timetable for the new term.my timetable was'nt that bad after all,all ends either 3,4 or 5pm.earliest also 1230. so fast,in less than two days and school is starting.got to leave seiyu cck tomorrow for school.gonna miss there alot.especially the cute aunties and cashiers there.so tired...ciaox |
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