 | another day had past.tiring...tomorrow student council investiture.got to sleep early...ciaox... |
| things just don't goes right for me today.it was still the same last night,laughter and hoy.but today?total of anger and hateness.i really don't know what happen,it was you who told me about the store things whereby i told you not to tell me.but you still did,i scold is because of protecting.i would'nt want the same thing that happen to kenneth and me happen on you people again.i did what i promise.i helped you in whatever i can,neglecting my school work and personal time.is this what i get?i don't demand a repay from you,but what you did is totally wrong,venting anger on me.it's obvious that when i don't want to speak a word,meaning i got no interest. i don't wish to talk about this anymore,fault is on mine...let it be. |
| was given off today,so i decided to online and chat with long time friends.met ger,ck,wil and other 2 guys(forget their name) for pool.it was a dramatic one.neoprinting taking was another dramatic thing that happen.after the fun,it was 9plus going 10.agreed with axel to watch football at yew tee coffeeshop at 1045,bought ck along too.a day just past like that |
| 240206,friday went for supper with the aunties in jurong point john little after work.they just simply call and call and stuff me with food to eat.my gosh!i going to be a real pig soon if this continues,lol.accompany axel until 2plus on friday night due to his personal problems. sometimes problems need not to be solve my violent,but by confronting and thinking what had really happen.i hope he really is ok. 250206,saturday peiling's 20th birthday wake up around 8am to prepare for sentosa for my suntanning.met law in the train and here we go to sentosa.law does'nt seems what he is in the train,not seeing pretty and sexy girls even when we spot one.al this due to his sleepyness.not at a complete waking up.met peiling,meibao,gera,alvin and doris at habourfront to take shuttle into sentosa.the situation was'nt nice at all as the sun keeping coming in and out.did'nt really get tann afterall.went to drink with meibao,doris and aipeng at the breko's in holland village.the dessert there was nice.must try the others next time.tired,tired... |
| last blog was posted on the 22nd which is a wednesday.this will be the continued of thursday and today.met axel on thursday to talk about his downs.it is obviously when 2 in a relationship fight,both side is wrong.i hope he understand what i meant.friday,is the day whereby i will be working for the weekend.today,will be jurong point john little again.will be starting quite late also as today is the last day of mr lam officating as a library manager in dover ite,he will offically retired tomorrow.a farewell party is organised.in a twinkle of an eye,the days in year 1 is ending soon.starting year2 in may.examinations,and graduating of the seniors.1st march,the student council investiture will be held.by then,new exceutive members will be chosen and a fresh batch of students will be coming in. |
| days are busy now adays as examinations are coming near and i had to redo my projects.more and more projects relating to teens are coming up.teaming up with darryl and wei jie was'nt that bad after all,althought we did'nt go for quite an amount of JTS lesson,we did quite fast for our project.jia you my team mates!bleah~according to people around me,my eye rings are getting darker(looking like a panda sooner or later),due to tutorials and chatting on phones late inthe night.think it's time to off my phone when i want to go to sleep.signed a starhub plan for gera as she needs a phone for us to contact her,just remember to pay the bills girl.the matter about NYP is getting bigger.heng is getting more and more smoother on his temper about that matter as he already turned his concentration towards studying for the oncoming exams.ax seems to be down these few days,cheer up boy!days ahead are much more better and colourful...busy busy busy...ciaox |
| made a important decision today.gera say it's not fair and i can determined to end it.i am cold blooded.maybe i just am,not even 1 person say.I AM COLD BLOODED!!!this is what i am when i determined to do something.when decision is made,it is.i know it's unfair,but i just don't want anybody to get hurt.i am willing to take the blame,the pain... |
| i accidentally deleted my post just now and i had to do double job to repost eveything. finally finally,i had found out the cause to the problem that i am settling for the past few days.the girl finally will talk after much pursuadsion by me.did'nt waste my breath and saliver afterall.through this matter,i found out that humans sometimes really do things just out of their temper.like what happen to the 3,whatever happened is just because of the conveying of the worng message and misunderstanding between speech and words.some people just simply express themself throughly,don't we have to give them a chance to say what they had to?then,from that we can conculde that if what is done is wrong or correct.whatever it is,apologise had been made and they promise not say anything more this.just let the bygones be bygones. woke darryl up 830am and turned back to sleep until 1030am.which means my lesson had already started for half an hour!as i was preparing,message heng to see how he is feeling.received darryl call on the train and realise two things.1.)darryl is having his dental appointment today,so need not wake him up.2.)today is the 16th and we are having FIA test.i just forgotten it totally due to busy with heng's matter.lucky darryl did'nt blame me for it as he knows i did'nt really have enough sleep for the past few weeks(partially also i am forgetful:P) and we have self revision for the test for about 2 hours.but the bad thing is that i dozed off while i was browsing through the lecture notes.just simply too tired. although i had settle this matter for you,you still have to see what could be done to save everything.whatever happened is already a past tense.let the bygones be it and remember it as a lesson to yourself but not to bear grudges.finally,you can sleep fully. signing off, ap |
| again i was asleep only at 4am this morning.helped heng to fight his conscience war with paul and his friends(i don't want to mention the name because they already have their bad retribution)the whole thing just start with this guy interfering into heng and his ex girl friend matter even during on valentine's day yesterday.but he called it giving advice.that guy can't even differenate between giving advice and interfering into other people's relationship,and don't accept what the others had pointed out wrongly.he just do what he wants.so what if he is a RC chairman's son.he is already wrong in the 1st place.heng was already mercy enough to give both you and the girl a chance to apologise but instead you took it as he is a coward.yesterday is not just what you will get,sooner or later,people will give you a nice big tight slap on your fucking face about your attitude to friends.called him brother but accused him and even made his relationship come to an end yesterday.it was totally a breakdown for heng!lucky he knew what he wants.after i wasted so much breath,you still think that you are simply right at ending for them.hell you go.it is really disappointing to know you as his friend,you don't even fit to be.sorry paul,i know i had scold your 12year friend until he is'nt worth.but heng does'nt worth to be accused at.i am totally disappointed with that you indirectly sided him instead of heng even you stand in neutral. was woken up by axel call about how to go to dover ite this morning about 1030am.that was when i realise that i was late for pe(which i decided not to go anyway).but the worst thing is that i did'nt even wake darryl up!!oh my gosh.reached at dover station around 1145,saw wei jie and a long time primary school friend-guo hui.reached school around 12 and went for JTS.lunch time,instead of going to the canteen,we went to the hall.the guys decided to play table tennis and me with badminton.decide not to play afterall as i was wearing skirt,it wil be difficult to play.sat there and message with heng about last night matter,was swearing and cursing about the childish kid all the way until CD.went for lunch and it was a vomitting one.classmates was like talking about sex and related stuff as we were talking,laugh like heena.burnt my hand and almost my project during CD due to not enough sleep.all thanks to the kid who don't think out of the box at all.darryl return money,that was when i realise he owe me quite an amount.rearrange the library books for the new semester,hands are trained with muscles.think today heng will be going to convice paul into talking to his friend around,changing his mindset and think out of the box.but seems like paul don't even want to help.friends,please don't listen to 1 sided story only and put it to your conculsion straight if your friends are fighting.guys,don't fight against girls that will hurt your friendship.this applies to girls also. |
| HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!though this year is the most busy valentine's because can't get to celebrate due to school work.was talking online with heng last night about his project and girlfriend.it was all about some sort of backstabbing and snatching good friend's girlfriend.some people really don't treat their friends that well and yet they call themselves loyal.listening to 2 sided story is what good friends should do.poor heng,get bullied by those freaks and hypocrites.but what he did was right,bear with it and break off with that woman.she does'nt even treasure you,and that's why she should'nt deserve your love and concern at the first place.let it go heng...it will be much more better,there is so many trees waiting for you in the forest.why spend time on this tree. as it's valentine's today,peiling gave us valentine's present.so nice with my favourite wang zai xiao man tuo,masmellow and chocolate.thank you.gonna settle some serious things...ciaox |
|   hot fudge without ice cream mr axel |
| HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!I AM FINALLY 18. the last post ended on friday itself,so i will now continue on what i had done on saturday,sunday and today.was post to OG people's park to work for the triumph on saturday and sunday,thought it wold be very disappointing but it ended up very fun and hurtful on my heels as i m wearing heels to work.imagine standing around for 7 hours,with your feets slightly tilted.met gera after work on saturday to have dinner and visit our dear subway ex-collegues.found out that musa,ah teck and nora had work from 10pm to 8am on friday night(the night before singapore idols audition)and continued to work the next day(saturday)6pm to 330am.imagine the amount of sleep they are getting is absolutly not enough.the planning is so terrible to 'torture' the staffs.went to lay hoon house after that to discuss about her O level result as well as to receive my birthday present. went to work at OG pp as usual on sunday and watch the fireworks and fire crackers after work with esther and auntie annie.met andy and lay hoon for supper at macdonal's continue talking about what course and school should she and axel go as both of them did'nt do that good. message with musa while i was on the way home about some critical things,decided that going on with what we are having is the best.yi jian called when i was about to fall asleep with gera call followed.decided to have a conference then thinking that we would be ending the call soon.when we decided to sleep,it is already 4am in the morning.oh my gosh how could we talk until so endose without any realisation of the time?it just ticks away without any warning.5days of sleep just gone like that. woke up today morning to wake darryl up and tuned back to sleep,thinking to skip CD lesson.but in the end was woken up by lay hoon's call reminding me that axel and her will be going to my school see what they can do with the results they are having.so,went to bath and meet them straight.when the bus reach yew tee,saw axel with his red and black addidas shirt.which suddenly reminds me of zhenghua's uniform.as usual my dear friend lay hoon was late,don't really know when she will change.some drama acted out by axel in the train,should'nt say what it is because it will be very long.found that actually both of them don't want to appeal for the courses as it's a waste of time.so tried to pursuade them to,with the 'skipping' of CD lesson.luckily,my saviour was there-sam.he talked about how many times he retook O levels without fail ending with the results with the expectation and what we are having in dover.not wasting his breath,they finally to take EC as their course to appeal for.thank you very much sam.went home together with lay hoon and axel when suddenly lay hoon remembered that she wanted to buy a cake for andy as valentine's present.so we went to find,as on the way,we talked about one of their friend.dramas acted on again. |
| finally!i had waited for this day for long,i had finally pass my english O level with C6,although it's not very good.at least i have a completed GCE "O" level cetificate in my teenage life and this would be the greatest present that i received this year.it's certainly worth a bit of celebration.i remembered clearly last year when i got my results back with my english of E8.it was certainly terrible and had a bad time turning myself back again with the help from jonathan and friends.thank you clement that you had always called me to improve my english and it help alot when i have questions.wonder how darling and the others did. well,let me say what i had done today.skip my lesson to go for the training session at the truimph.it was'nt that bad as i thought anyway,seeing aunties and the young people joke around during the training and truely learnt alot.so happy! |
| talked on phone from the night all the way to 3 in the morning with yee jian and gera,ended up waking in the morning with swollen eyes and fever.as usual,went back to sleep after waking darryl up for lessons until gera called again around 10plus.decided to go her house as it is important to talk to her about her personal problems.supposingly,to arrive around11am but ended up reaching 1130 with my specs on because have to apply ice on my eyes to let both the swell to go down.went to collect the cake for musa at yew tee also when on the way down to gera's house.talk with her all the way until 130,it was then we realise we arrange to meet musa 2pm at cineleisure.so we 'rush' down.met him in subway and celebrated his birthday(on7th,but to replace).spend our time until 5plus and went off with gera for our window shopping.oh ya,today was the release of APA retest and got to know from law that darryl got 80plus,which is higher than mine 77.great job darryl!tomorrow will be the release of 'O' level results,juniors and friends are anxious about the result already.me too,i am so worried about my english retake result,hope it will pass this time.i don't want to waste my time and money preparing last year. i finally agree to what yee jian said yesterday night. the feelings for a certain person could be 'stored' as 'hidden folder' in our hearts and would sooner or later to be place into 'recycle bin' to be 'deleted' with the work of time.it's only with the work of time if we could forget somethings.memories could be 'save as' but is only the percious and memorables ones.to that i would want to add on again,loving a person does'nt mean you have to be with him/her.but to see him/her living happily with the person that they are together with.with that,we will already feel happy ourself.love is'nt a matter or thing,it's a feeling whereby it would be healed or forget as times goes by,no matter what,it also depends on the person self to have the determination.with determination,things would made simpler. |
| talking to yee jian now on phone.i guess he is ok after all.gera came to find me today while my work and talk about alvin.hai,relationship is always the problem of all girls crying.... |
| had a very very long day in school with APA retest as only 7 people passed(of course i am inculded).the retest was with 4 questions with the graphs.darryl was sitting beside me doing the retest as suddenly my lecturer,mr pei said"angela,sit towards to your left,darryl will tri to copy."i was like "what"?so i asked darryl today and he said no whereby i agreed also because the questions is all graphs,how is he going to copy?use binoculus?haha.after that,met lay hoon at bukit gombak to cut my hair because it's starting to look like grass or rather weeds.tried to open the door of the saloon but can't.just than,1 'uncle-looking ah beng' came and told me to push harder which i did and it was locked,and he laugh like hell.i was thinking 'what the hack is he laughing at?'. when he bended down to open the door,it was then i realise that he was the boss of the saloon.the one and only hairdresser in the shop with 2 motorbikes parked.i guessed he wanted to save on the carpark fees.went to have dinner after that and went home.when we passby 7-11,lay hoon said that she wanted to try the popcorn that they sell,because andy said it was very nice.so we bought one packet and put it in the microwave oven and heat it up.but it was burnt dued to the misuse of timing by me.i decided to throw away and go home.but lay hoon was too eager to try,so we bought another one to try,this time cooked by the auntie working in 7-11,and it was a successful one.down here is the pictures we had taken of the the smoking oven,the burnt popcorn,after tasting the burnt.       ^the nice one on cooking,hands grabbing the nice one,and smile after the tasty pop corn! other than that,today is darling's birthday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY DEAR! |
| HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!this greeting may come in very very late,but it's still counted because it's still within the 15days of lunar chinese new year. as usual,was freaking busy during these days,even on chinese new year.today is the 7th day in the lunar calendar,which is 'ren ri'(day of human).the chinese believe that the 7 days in a week is created my the heaven king(yu wang da ti)and the 7th day is the 'ren ri'.according to trandition,the chinese are suppose to pray to the 'tian gong'(heaven) to receive all the gods back with good luck and fortunes.other than that,singaporens will eat 'lau he/yu sheng' which is some kind of carrot salad with raw fish slices.but this salad are to be eaten with a lot of people standing around the table and mixing the 'yu sheng' by dragging them high up and say some lucky words.after the introduction of the 7th day in the chinese new year,let me start with what happen for the last few days. 28 jan to 31 feb(lunar 12,29 to lunar 1,3) prepare for chinese new year on the 28th and as usual,went to relatives house and 'bai nian'(visit) to collect 'hong bao' (red packets).thought that APA test was on the next day(3 feb) until lawance called and double comfirm the date for test 1feb-2feb when back to school for lessons,prepared for APA test.had a very very nice talk on phone with darling until 1 plus.got4 of the chingay preview tickets. 3feb was preparing for my APA test on the car while my father me drove to school.on the way,he was 'giving' me lessons on the traffic because i mentioned i wanted to learn driving.went home and change for my new job training with gerraline,which ended like 4 plus 5.went to town to watch the chingay parade with willy,andy and lay hoon.before that,went to cineleisure to find my darling and have dinner with gerraline while waiting for the rest of the people.while going to the store,found out that teck guan was given the nickname of ah teck.my gosh,so ah pek(old uncle).haha.while eating dinner,willy was still on the way to wisma to collect his phone on repair and he was late!!did'nt enjoy the chingay very much until the part where all the 'hua che'(decorated lorries) came in and it was so cool.went back to cineleisure to look for darling and ex collegues.nora gave me a big hug which almost cause me to die of safocating,darling also gave 1 tight hug.went home at around 11plus with andy and layhoon,leaving willy at somerset train station because he wants to wait for wei teck and zhi man to finish their road block job at the chingay.met axel(lay hoon's classmate) for supper and talk abit.reached home at around 1 plus and sleep until afternoon today...down here is the pictures on the chingay preview that was taken last night.click this link: www.areukose.blogspot.com |
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