 | was told to read her blog just now.i think what i have done for them is really too much.i should'nt even care about it.what i really was in their mind was simply a colleuge or human needed to work in that place.i had always waited to leave that place,away from those who i always helped and talked to.my character was simply bad and weird.i know it all along,but what's the use changing from one place to another?i am simply just me!i said i understand is when i really do,i did'nt said it simply just for fun.i just don't know what to say.maybe keeping contact with people is all i wanted to.i don't want to lose any of my great friends i had made.i did'nt wanted to...but i guess i was wrong about that.now i swear after the reading her blog,i will not ever care about anything that does'nt even concern me.i will just leave in my world,got to be selfish like what others were...i guess,who still understand me the best is my friends and him and my best buddies.i had started to drift from them again due to my school and work...i regreted neglecting them. you are just simply correct gera,i could'nt forget him even if i say i did.all i do is bluffing myself.i am still waiting for him,waiting for the time that we two were together happily.that day during k box session was great,behaving just like what we two were before.after that night,things remained the same,at least he tried to give me better memories of this relationship.i can't bear myself to forget him but he is really a good man that every girl would like to catch.i wish to tell him that i love him even the relationship ends,but since i was the one who suggest the breakup.what for?maybe i would just wait for him to tell me what he really wanted to say.but things now is just better than ever,it's all just we both wanted in the first place.caring for each other and staying by each other side...how long can this end... let's return to my purpose blog,need to say what i did for this past few days. MONDAY 160106 went to the electronics engineering team building day.had bowling competition.during the first round,he scored the lowest of our class participants.so i told him before the 2nd round,"if you scored over hundred points,i would treat you a bottle of vodka".i guess these words made him had the motivation to score after all.so,had to get him a bottle.we don't believe that mr pei was a good bowler until we saw it with our own eyes.he was simply great!did i forget to say the results?we got into the 9th and 3rd place(the only class with both team in placings).what's the best of all?sulaiman got the 3rd in the overall!!that's a yahoo and hurray for ec0504f.after that,we went to k box with gerard in clementi.had lots of beer and the next day,we can't wake up! TUES 170106 had a long day in school.took past year paper to photocopy service in the noon.we was waiting for the paper like 3hours,for 12 to 4 and it was short.made me missed my lesson,what a 'wonderful day'!! WEDS 180106 had a long day too.bought him his vodka and he was so happy due to the colour and flavor was his favourite one.still i was the one who understand him the best.had a long day in the auditorium rehersing for tomorrow's graduation day.from 11am to 5pm.so tiring and is going to lose out in my studies and skip my 2nd year course talk.i was lucky that i had two great male mcees with me today.they was like cheering me up due to my tireness.thanks alot guys!tomorrow is the day,finally it has come and we don't have to lost our lessons anymore.i am so happy.did'nt really get to talk to him like the last few days due to i am busy.sorry for that,my love. |
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