![]() | talk to jie just now on msn.found out that everybody still thnk that i like him,yes i admitted i do.but,i already decided to forget what i feel for him because he is now my friend's.betrayal to friends is the last thing i will do.jie told me that love could'nt be force neither be pushed.yes i agreed to that,but i did say before i love him so i had to let go.because love does'nt mean to occupy ,if he would be more happy with someone else,why not let go to let him find his happiness?jie or the others,don't scold me stupid or insane for this.i truely know myself what am i doing to him.in your view,i might be selfish and inconsiderate.but in mine,i just wanted him to be more happy.it's since a long time that i had seen him laugh or smile happily.i just want to see it one more time.i really truely wishes well for him.i really do my darling,it's my pleasure to know and be together with you for a short time and i am really really very happy with the memories that you had given me.you can blame me now that i am selfish or whatever you like to say.but sooner or later,you would know.my letting go of you is all for your own good and happiness.if you can't forget the person you really loved,you will never ever forget until you determined to.what i wanted to do now is after this semester-delete away my feelings for you and whatever is left by you.but no worries about the memories,because it's the best present and sorvinior(spelling mistake) that you had given me in my 17years of life. |
